Chapter 64

gaba tare za mu tafi since and u find out that she is not married,but what binds me is yaya aka yi suke tare da maryam.!?" Maimunatu tace "Who knows.? Allah dai yasa ba abunda ya yiwa Hauwa ne ya shafeta ba" Hajiya ta zuba mata ido tana nazari,tayi ajiyar zuciya tace "It would be difficult to say so" Maimunatu tace "Hajiya zai iya kasancewa saboda idan baki manta ba,when i met u in U.S na fad'a muku abunda mahaifinsu ya yiwa ita Hauwa" Hajiya ta jinjina kai tace "Haka ne amma dai Allah yasa it was not" Maimunatu tace "Ameen Hajiya nima addu'ar da nake yi kenan" duka suka yi shiru kowannensu da tunani dake ransa,Rafeek yayi d'if yana juya maganganunsu a zuciyarsa har ya samu wani irin baccin wahala ya d'auke shi. *** "I'm sorry please.! Ba don ni ba,kada kaga kamar dama na saba aikatawa ne,sharrin zuciya yasa na fad'a maka hakan amma ba haka nake ba" yayi shiru bai kulata ba idanunsa a lumshe har lokacin,she bowed her head and wiped tears da siririyar muryarta ta sake cewa "If u remember what happened that day in our home Mommy ta fara fad'a and banyi tunanin ranka zai b'aci ba shi yasa na maimaita yanzun,though i knew i have no value a gurin wasu mutanen i guess i was like that a gurin kowa,da ace ka nemi wasu matan without even realizing their situation,suna da cikakkiyar lafiya ko babu,they have a serious illness or not,shi yasa na fad'a maka haka,a tunani na da na rok'i alfarma kace sai ka yi da gasken za ka aikata.." Ta sake fashewa da sabon kuka,bayan ta yi mai isarta bai kulata ba ta sake dakatawa tace "Kuma ko da muka je can d'in nima ba da gaske nake yi zan sha ba,duk na yi haka ne dan na gani za ka sha ne da gaske ko a'a,lokacin da na fahimci ba sha za kayi ba na takura sai na sha kayi k'ok'arin k'wacewa,shi ne nace ka sha har ka buge ni,ni ko gurin ma ban tab'a sani ba,ban tab'a zuwa ba sai yau.." A hankali ya bud'e idonsa da suka yi wani iri saboda b'acin rai ya saki bayananniyar ajiyar zuciya,a hankali ta furta "Kayi hak'uri in sha Allah i'll never do it again",bai yi magana ba ya bud'e motar ya fita ta goge hawayenta ta bud'e ta fito itama,a cikin harabar apartment d'in ta tarar da shi a tsaye she didn't think saboda ita ya tsaya,zata wuce shi yace "come here.!" Ta dakata a hankali tana kallon k'asa yana tsare gida yace "Even if Annie ask u don't tell her anything,idan ta yi magana zan fad'a mata da kaina" ta girgiza kai a hankali yace "Maganar Mommy take ko waye nema.!?" Ta gyad'a masa kai yace "From this day on i don't want u to remember it again,maganar baki da daraja babu wanda zai aureki shima haka,kin san gaibu ne da za ki munanawa Allah zato.!?" Ta girgiza kai a hankali yace "don't say it again kin ji.!?" Tace "Toh! In sha Allah i won't" yayi shiru yana kallonta a hankali kamar mara lafiya yace "And tgen marin da nayi miki,,shima kiyi hak'uri kin ji..!? Raina ya b'aci ganin ina miki magana kina neman mayar da ni abun wasa.." Ta girgiza kai a hankali tace "It was my fault,da na ji abunda kace tun farko da hakan bai faru ba" yayi shiru yana kallonta,haka nan yaji wani irin tausayinta yana sake bijiro masa,a hankali yace "Ok! Shiga gida to ina zuwa" har ta fara tafiya ta tsaya,ya kalleta bai yi magana ba,ta dawo a hankali har inda yake tsaye tace "Where are u going then.?" Yayi ajiyar zuciya yace "I have no where to go zan rufe mota ne" ta jinjina kai ta wuce a hankali kamar kazar da kwai ya fashewa a ciki,tana zuwa bakin entrance ta tsaya,har yaje ya rufe motar ya dawo bata shiga ciki ba,ya kalleta da mamaki kafin yayi magana ta danna doorbell,Bareerah ta bud'e musu k'ofa tana binsu da kallo,suka wuce ciki Nusrah tana sunkuyar da kai k'asa,Nuraz kam kai tsaye ya wuce zai shige bedroom Annie ta kira shi,ya tsaya a inda yake,tace "Daga ina kuke.!?" Yace "munje wani guri ne" yana fad'a ya wuce dan wani haushin abunda ya faru d'azun daya sake turnuk'e masa rai,ta kalli Nusrah dake tsaye tana kame² tace "Sai ki wuce ai ki bani guri" sum² ta bar wajen,babu wanda ya sake ce musu komai,,da safe lokacin suna zaune a dining dukansu Annie ta kalli yadda suke harhad'e rai ta kalli Lolly taga itama tun bayan gaisuwa bata sake magana ba,duka a cikinsu gara Nusrah itace kad'ai ta riga ta san damuwarta bai shafi abunda ya faru a daren ba,but itama kana kallonta zaka san tana da damuwa,shi kuwa gogan his face alone was enough to express his feelings,tayi shiru bata cewa kowa daga cikinsu komai ba har suka gama,suna niyyar tashi tace "ku dakata i want to talk to all of u.!" Suka kalleta a tare,she didn't care what they were looking at ta juya ta kalli gefen da Lolly take tace "Zan fara dake Hauwa kafin na dawo kanku" Suka kalli juna da mamakin me suka aikata su kuma.!? Annie were began to say "before i say anything let me start by reminding u wani abu da kuke k'ok'arin mantawa,ita duniya da kuke ganinta fa ba komai bane face makaranta,sannan rayuwar da muke yi dukanmu tamkar dalibai ne wad'anda ubangiji ya halicce mu domin mu bauta masa,idan munyi aiki na gari ko sab'anin haka zamu karbi sakamakon aikimu a gaba,haka nan babu wani bil'adam da zai ce muku tunda yazo duniya a cikin jin dad'i yake bcos every human being experienced his own difficulties,kowa da irin nashi maybe nawa yafi naka ko naka yafi nawa,but most of the time we forget that komai da ya/yake faruwa is based on one thing that is k'adar *(K'ADDARA)* kasancewar k'addara d'aya daga cikin rukunan imani guda shida,wanda duk bai yi imani da su ba ko kuma ya yi musu a kansu Ubangiji (S.W.T) ba zai karb'i ayyukansa ba k'anana ko manya,believed in k'adar rukuni ne mai girma through which man is immersed in his life and receives answers to many things that have gone before him kamar yadda ubangiji yake cewa "We have created everything with a destiny" (Alk'amar verse 49) sannan Ubangiji (S.W.T) ya sake cewa "He is the One who created,and proportioned,and He is the one who invented things,and then guided them." (Al'a'alaa verses 2-3) Ubangiji (S.W.T) added that "He created everything,kuma ya k'addara shi,k'addarawa." (Alfurk'aan verse 2) Ayoyi da suke tabbatar da wannan rukuni,sun fi a k'irga sannan a cikin sunnar Manzon Allah (ﷺ) ma wuri daban-daban ya tabbatar da wannan rukuni mai girma. Misali,a cikin hadisin da mala'ika Jibril (A.S) ya zo wajen Annabi (ﷺ) ya tambaye shi game da imani,sai ya ce "Belief is that u believe in Allah and His angels,his books,his messengers,the last day and the acceptance of K'adar khairihi wa sharrihi" Sai Mala'ika Jibril (A.S) ya ce "Sadak'ata.!" (Imam Muslim) the implications of K'adar shi ne ilimin Allah (S.W.T) which existed from eternity and things that were written by Allah