Chapter 126

what kind of words should i use to express my happiness,na yi farin ciki sosai and i'm always proud of u dearies,whoever loves Smasher may he for whose sake u love me,love u ❤,live longer my foes i don't really have time to waste akan maganganun kun nan bare raina ya b'aci,for sure wanda suke yi dan naji haushi za ku shekara a nan baku ga fushi na ba. Thank u so much my people for sending ur best wishes and warmth prayers. A duk inda kuke Smasher loves u fisabilillah.!☝* 💕 Tana shigowa cikin parlor'n she goes straight to where he was,very calmly ta ajiye tray d'in a saman table,remote d'in da yake ajiye next to him ta wuce ta d'auka had'e da turning TV d'in off because ta fahimci hankalinsa ba ya tare da abunda yake yi,da sauri ya dawo cikin hayyacinsa yana kallon TV d'in da aka kashe,yayi ajiyar zuciya ya lumshe idonsa without bothering to find out who had turn it off,ta kalleshi ganin bai yi magana ba though fuskarsa ta bayyana damuwa,jikinta a sanyaye tace "Barka da dawowa" kamar a mafarki yaji maganarta,he quickly opened his eyes ya sauke a kanta tana tsiyaya ruwa a glass cup,ya kasa amsawa saboda mamakinta har yau ya k'i barin zuciyarsa,ta d'ago kanta lokacin da ta mik'o masa cup d'in suka had'a ido da shi,yayi still bai karb'i cup d'in da take mik'o masa ba,da taga kallon ya yi yawa ta bud'e bakinta tace "Ka karb'a" without any doubt ya kawo hannunsa zai karb'a ta mik'o masa,kasancewar bai rik'e dai² ba garin ya karb'a cup d'in ya fad'o daga hannunsa,the sound of the explosion na cup d'in yasa ta rufe idonta,yayi still yana kallon yadda tayi,a hankali yayi ajiyar zuciya a nutse ya d'auki telephone ya k'ira kitchen,Angelyn came out quickly za ta gyara wajen Lolly ta d'ago idanunta jin abunda yace a wayar,ta kalli Angelyn tace ta tafi za ta gyara,Rafeek ya sake zuba mata ido,yana kallonta ta gyara gurin without even having a chance to talk until ta dawo ta zauna kanta a sunkuye tana kallon k'asa,he took a deep breath zai yi magana itama ta d'ago with the intent to speak,yayi shiru ya fasa yin maganar,itama ta yi shiru ganin yana son fad'ar wani abu,they took a moment a haka babu wanda yayi magana ya bud'e baki a wahale yace "Fad'i abunda kike son cewa" she nod her head and said "A'a ka fara fad'a" he said "don't worry ki fara fad'a" tace "ai kai ne namiji kai ya kamata ka fara fad'a" yayi shiru yana tunanin abunda zai fad'a,da taji shiru ta d'ago kanta a hankali ta kalleshi,yadda yayi shiru kasan ba wai abunda zai fad'a ya rasa ba he just didn't know how to start,ta numfasa a hankali ta fara magana "D'azun mun yi magana da Hajiya,and she said za ku yi magana idan ka dawo.." he quickly stared at her ganin she picked up the thread he had lost yace "wane magana kuka yi?" As she bowed her head yanayinta kamar na mutumin dake cikin damuwa tace "She said!" Before tayi concluding statement that she were intended to say yace "she will split up our marriage idan bamu daidaita kanmu ba?" She quickly looked up at him,ya had'iye saliva's very hardly yana jan numfashi,ta girgiza kai a hankali tace "this is what she said" ya rufe idanunsa that he feel as if they were being filled with soil,muryarsa a low tone yana jin fad'uwar gaba yace "I don't really know how to say it out,even though i knew it was my fault and i accepted my mistake but i couldn't figure out how to apologize to u,i'm ashamed of my Lord for the blame i have inflicted on him,no matter what happens though akwai k'addararmu a ciki but the mistakes i made have been worse,abunda kowa ya dunga hango min zan aikata tun wancan lokacin i just closed my eyes because my thoughts and knowledge were showing me akan gaskiya nake,this gave me opportunity to do what i did yau ga shi ranar da kowa yake jin tsoron ta riske ni ta zo,i'm ashamed to apologize,ina jin tsoro and infinite remorse,a times i feel as ina ma ace ina da dama to look back,probably da na yi hakan for nothing other than to correct my mistakes,but duk hukuncin da kuke ganin ya dace da laifina,idan har daga gare ku ne,and doing so will make u feel at ease from the suffering da na saka ku a ciki,a shirye nake na karb'i duk hukuncin da kuka shirya yi min,ni na janyowa kaina faruwar komai,duk da na san abunda ya faru was heavy and painful a hakan na dage sai da na rabaku da duk wani farin ciki,i still apologize to u and asking u again for forgiveness,i don't really know what happened saboda tsananin kunyar laifukan da na aikata,but of course everything that happened at that time was linked to my lack of religious knowledge,i know kina da sani akaina da rayuwana,kasancewar kin zauna a cikin gidan mu,ba sai na fad'a miki wannan ba,kin sani i'm more focused on ilimin boko,that is why i have never known that daga kwanciya sau d'aya u could easily become pregnant,but later i just heard one of our religious teacher explain akan irin matsalar mun at a preaching conference that we attended,here i realized what i had done wrong,and thought to go and get an education,because i don't know what will happen next,and na nemo ku na rok'i afuwa,but a lokacin i didn't get this opportunity because of an incident da ya faru,which is why i didn't do it until later,na shiga Nigeria neman ku but i have never found u,because a lokacin shekaru biyar kenan da rabuwarmu,kamar yadda Baba ya fad'a muku yadda al'amarin ya kasance na jima ina zuwa tun ba ya kula ni because he was so angry har ya fara tsayawa and to listen to the words i had with him,this was only bayan na samu Abbah (Alhaji Zakar) nayi musu bayanin abunda suka faru,later on na samu suka shiga cikin maganar da kyar,tare da su muka yi nemanku but we couldn't find u,wannan dalilin yasa dole muka hak'ura bayan mun ba da cigiya,bayan wasu lokaci na dawo aiki bisa umarnin Abbah,i became deeply disturbed by the uncertainty of where u were going,the severity of the events and problems i was experiencing with *LYDIA* na gamu da heart attack,i've been suffering for 23 years but it didn't get worse until later,i suffered a lot,duk inda nake tunanin za ku iya zuwa mun duba but babu wani labarin da muka samu mai dad'i game da b'acewar ku,sai a ranar da muka je Ali Jericho here in Albert street,i was very surprise lokacin da na ganki tare da Nusrah,sai dai at that time i thought she's ur kid wannan ne dalilin da yasa ban fara yi miki magana ba,because i never thought zan ganku a cikin k'asar da muke zaune,in my opinion ku da muka neme ku a Nigeria bamu same ku ba me zai kawo ku London? Na jima ina sawa ana bibiyarku saboda rashin k'arfin guiwan da zan iya fuskantar ku,and ban sani ba