Chapter 123

wuce nan,maybe har mun samu.." Rafeek yace "Kana nan da halinka mutumin nan" Abbah yayi dariya yace "A'a an samu changes tunda ni kad'ai nake rayuwa without a helper" Rafeek yayi murmushi yace "well,am i going to look u for a helper kada zaman kad'aici ya illata min amini." Dariya Abbah yayi yace "ka bari aboki ni harkar mata yanzun tsoro yake ba ni" Rafeek yace "A'a dai kada ka yi musu kud'in goro,ka dai samu wata ka gwada in Allah ya yarda za'a dace",Abbah yace "banni na huta haka nan,na yi banji dad'i ba,duk da k'addara ta kaini ba don son raina ba" Rafeek ya sake numfasawa yace "well shi kenan Allah ya iya mana,but da har na gano maka wata,and na yi maka sha'awarta because ina da yak'inin za ta kula min da kai,amma tunda ba ka ra'ayi yanzun bari na bari kawai" Abbah yayi ajiyar zuciya yace "Aboki ka fahimce ni mana,ni a yanzun ba auren nake gudu ba,halin wacce zan auro shi ne abun dubawa,da ace ina aure na rabu da matar gara ace na samu wacce za mu zauna har abada" Rafeek ya jinjina kai yace "Haka ne,but wannan d'inma da ka ji na yi maganarta saboda na san ko wace ce ita,and idan ka aureta asirinka zai rufu za kuyi zaman lafiya bcos ba ta da hayaniya" Abbah ya numfasa yace "Shi kenan aboki zanyi addu'ah akai idan alkhairi ce a gare ni Allah ya daidaita ya had'a mu da alkhairi" Rafeek ya amsa kafin yace "Ya maganar mutanen Gombe ka je kuwa na ji baka fad'a min komai ba akan maganar da muka yi?" Abbah ya numfasa yace "Ka bari kawai d'an uwa har yanzun na kasa zuwa saboda kunyar su nake ji da tsoron fuskantar malam" (Mahaifinsa) Rafeek ya bud'e idonsa sosai yace "cewa za ka yi matsalar ta mu iri d'aya ce,kai baka je ba ni banyi abunda ya kamata ba" yace "Wollahi i want to go but ina tunanin ya kamata ace na kai musu Nusrah,sai dai lokaci ya k'ure tunda mun yi nisa" Rafeek yace "Ba na tunanin za a samu matsala game da tafiyarka da ita,but za muyi magana zuwa da safe" Abbah yayi saurin tarar numfashinsa "Kana ganin ba za'a samu matsala ba idan ka yi maganar?" Yace "There will be no problem if God approves" yace "Allah yasa" sun jima sosai suna sake tattauna yadda za su tunkari al'amuran kafin suka yi sallama kowannensu yana farin ciki da shawarar d'an uwansa.A wannan daren a gefen Rafeek bai kwanta ba sai da yayi nafila raka'a biyu to ask the Lord to forgive his sins and to ask for k'arfin guiwan da zai iya tunkarar Lolly ya yi mata explaining how things happened before then. While on the side of Lollyn bayan ta barshi zaune cikin tunani da mamakin d'abi'unta tana shiga ta d'auro alwala tayi nafila,ta jima sosai tana addu'o'i da neman zab'in ubangiji mafi alkhairi then ta yi shirin bacci,bayan ta gama komai ta d'auki wayarta with the thought and fears of confronting Annie ta kirata,she made three miss calls ba'a d'auka sai a na hud'un,her body was cold enough to greet Annien in spite of yadda take amsawa babu fara'a sosai a tattare da ita,after sun gaisa duka suka yi shiru for a moment Annie za ta yi magana saboda shirun ya yi yawa Lolly ta numfasa tace "Adda dama i just call u for nothing but to apologize for what had happened,in Allah ya yarda i can't do anything u don't like again,and i will be sorry and to live with him a duk yadda yake,fatan Allah ya k'ara min hak'uri da juriyar zama da su." She was saying this and didn't wait for Annie to say anything ta kashe wayar gaba d'aya ta ajiye,tana jin hawaye suna saukowa saman fuskarta but ta kasa d'aga hannunta ta goge,ta jima sosai a cikin wannan yanayin kafin ta tashi taje toilet to wash her face from the tears da suka bushe mata,continuously thinking about how za ta yi accepting Rafeek as her husband for the second time. Washe gari da safen kamar kullum after sun gama breakfast Nusrah ta mik'e da sauri ta yi musu sallama saboda za ta shiga skul,ta wuce bedroom kenan Nuraz ya biyo bayanta,tare suka gama shiryawa suka fito,sai da suka sake yi wa Hajiya sallama,daga nan ya fara ajiyeta skul and then ya wuce hospital *ASYLUM WELCOME,* tun da ya barta a skul ranar haka nan ta wuni tare da su Veronica but she could not perceive anything except mutuwar da jikinta yayi da wani irin yanayin da ta kasa gane masa,she was sitting there waiting for him lokacin sun fito sai yamutsa fuska take saboda komai ma ba ta jin dad'in sa tayi siririn tsaki tana kallon hanya,as Sarah looking at her cikin harshen nasara tace "Madam da ba don kada na yi shishshigi ba da na fad'i wani abu" ta d'aga idanunta hardly ta kalleta tace "What is it?" Sarah laughed and said "The King's death will not be heard in my mouth." Nusrah ta tab'e baki ta harareta,dariya tayi kad'an za ta yi magana Maria Robles dake gefensu ta tab'e baki tace "ku dai babu ruwanku,bikin sunma da bamu sani ba saboda rashin muhimmancin mu" lumshe ido Nusrah tayi a hankali because ba tun yau suke mata k'orafi ba tana ba su hak'uri tace "Haba mana Maria sau nawa kike son na fad'a muku auren nan haka aka yisa ba'a bamu damar shiryawa ba,ban san me yasa kike son maimaita maganar ba" Veronica looks at Maria who was ready to speak again and said "please Maria don't say anything,we should excuse her since she told us the reason,but mene ne abun fushi tunda ga shi za ta ba mu baby?" Dariya suka sa su ukun Nusrah tayi saurin bud'e ido tana kallonsu tace "What are u saying Veronica?" Veronica laughed as she walked past tace "I said nothing" su Sarah suka sake yin dariya as they took their belongings suka yi mata sallama because they saw Nuraz's car tun daga nesan tana nufo wajen da suke,ita kuwa uwar tawagar ko kulawa bata yi ba sai flat tummy d'inta da ta zubawa ido cike da mamakin abunda k'awayentan suka fad'a,a hankali ta sake nutsuwa ta lumshe idanunta tana lissafin rabonta da ganin menses,ta d'auki lokaci tana lissafa kwanakin but idan ta yi gaba sai ta rikice dole sai ta dawo baya,finally she started to find out kusan wata biyu kenan yanzun rabon da ta sake yi. Tun da ya nufo gurin yake kallonsu,he didn't know what had happened ya ga su Veronica suna dariya sun bar wajen,yana k'arasowa wajen trying to park ya zuba mata idanusa especially as she closed her eyes sai bai yi mata alamar da za ta san ya zo ba,he pulled the door out to see that she had no intention of getting her eyes open ya nufo inda take zaune,tun kafin ya k'araso his scent's began to let her know that he was nearby,da sauri ta bud'e idonta ta sauke su a kansa,murmushin da yake mata yasa ta sauke ajiyar zuciya a hankali and then ta fara tattara kayanta yana zuwa ya yi mata