Chapter 50

samu apartment d'in kusa da su ya b'oye yana hangensa,yana kallon lokacin daya shiga apartment d'in ya sake hango Bareerah tana rufe door,ya tsaya yayi investigating arean sosai sannan ya juya da sauri ya koma inda ya bar motansu. Nuraz yana shiga kai tsaye ya wuce bedroom bai bari kowa ya san halin da yake ciki ba,wani irin yanayi yake jin kansa a ciki,gani d'aya yayi ma mutumin but ya fara jin wani k'iyayyarsa yana taso masa from the root na zuciyarsa,though bai tabbatar da zargin da yake yi akansa ba,amma zuciyarsa ta gama finding nasa out hukuncin da zai masa,saman bed ya zauna yayi flexing legs,hannayensa dafe da chin d'insa ya fad'a duniyar tunanin wane irin wulak'anci zai yiwa mutumin daya furta baya sonsa.!? Ya kamata ya kyale shi.!? Zuciyarsa ta bashi amsan ya kamata dai kayi masa abunda har numfashinsa na k'arshe ba zai manta ba kamar yadda yayi destroying muku happiness,,ya kwashe tsayin lokaci yana tunani da neman shawarar zuciyarsa,a hankali ya saki ajiyar zuciya,yayin da wata zuciyar tace "When ever ka kyale shi baka hukun tasa ba,it's like u take a knife and pierce it with urself,,ya kamata ko dai ba zaka rama duka ba,kayi masa kwatankwacin abunda yayi maka,ya wulak'anta ka,ya tozarta ka tun kafin ka zo duniyar,ko har ka mantan irin halin da ya jefa mahaifiyarka da kai kanka.!? Shekaru ashirin da takwas².! Kun shafe su kuna rayuwa ku kad'ai cikin bak'in ciki da rashin tabbas,shin wannan mutumin ne ya cancanci yafiya.!?" Shiru yayi yana tunani a fili da wani irin murya yace "I'll never forgive u Mr Rafeek.. U must reap what u sow with ur own hand.. Any one who does something wrong must accept his consequences.!" Inwardly sai ya ci gaba da sak'a abunda yake ganin idan yayi musu zai samu sassaucin irin nauyin da yake ji a k'irjinsa. In the morning ya fito cikin shiri kamar babu inda za shi,ya zauna parlor suka gaisa da Annie taga duk yayi wani iri,fuskarsa babu fara'a,za ta tambayeshi taga yayi shiru ya zubawa one side ido,silently ta kira sunansa "Habibiiy.!" Ya d'ago kad'an yana sauke ajiyar zuciya,Annie ta kalleshi da kyau tana yin ajiyar zuciya tace "what wrong.!?" Ya girgiza kai yace "nothing" tace "Sure.!?" Ya lumshe idanunsa yace "very much sure mah",tayi taking deep breathe tace "Allah ya sa" sunyi shiru yana tunani,ya tuna yana da appointment da gidan TV na BBC (British Broadcasting Corporation),ajiyar zuciya ya saki daya bayyana a hankali ya sake taking breathe kafin ya mik'e tsaye da sauri,Annie tana kallonsa tace "Ina kuma za kaje ka mike haka da sauri.!?" Yace "Annie akwai wani d'an aikin da zanje na yi yanzun" tace "Allah ya taimaka" ya amsa da sauri ya fita daga gidan ya d'auki hanyar *ASYLUM WELCOME.* *** Yana zaune cikin katafaren parlor'nsa sanye da training suit,kasancewar safiya and fitowarsa kenan daga gym zai wuce bedroom d'insa ya fasa ya zauna kallon tattaunawar da za'ayi,da yake yana yawan kallon programme d'in,,Jennet Alex ta bayyana a saman screen na k'aton cinema dake parlor'n,headline d'in kad'ai yaji ya sake neman guri ya zauna hannunsa da cup na coffee yana sipping,shahararriyar baturiyar ta fara koro jawabi cikin harshenta cike da kwarewa "Welcome back to our health programme of today,,my name is Jennet Alex,welcomes u again guys to be with us in our field of professionals,,today we jumped up to the world of professionalism,where we researched and tracked down a renowned psychiatrist,whom u call DR PSYCHO.. Firstly we will now go straight to Dr psycho to hear a brief history of him,before we go into the programme,Dr welcome to be in our health programme of today.." Nuraz dake gefe zaune cikin shigarsa da babu chanji,red wine colour long sleeve,black colour trouser and waistcoat yayi murmushinsa mai kyau yace "Thank u Jennet" Lokacin da aka hasko fuskarsa kad'an ya rage zuciyar Rafeek bata fito ba,ganin saurayin da suka had'u ko sati ba'a yi ba,ya sake nutsuwa jikinsa a mace,zuciyarsa sai fad'a masa take duk inda ya fito tabbas suna da generation,ya saka idanunsa akan screen na cinema d'in cike da fargabar abunda zai faru gaba. Jennet ta mayar masa da murmushin sannan ta ci gaba da watso masa tambayoyi cikin harshenta "Dr da farko za mu so jin sunan ka da tak'aitaccen tahirin rayuwarka,irin gwagwarmaya da kayi kafin ka zo wannan matakin." Ya sake yin murmushi a hankali ya furta "Asalin suna na shi ne *NURAZ BIN HAUWA.!"* Baturiyar ta girgiza kai tace "Ko za mu iya sanin asalinka.!?" Yayi nodding kad'an yace "Asalina Nigerian ne,haifaffen can ne a state d'in Kano,a wani local government da ake kira municipal,,na fara rayuwa a can har ma na fara schooling,though ban gama primary school ba muka koma Lego's state da zama saboda wani dalili,a can ne na samu dama na k'arasa primary school d'ina na tafi secondary,bayan na gama,muka sake komawa Kano State,bamu jima sosai ba kuma,cikin hukuncin ubangiji big mom d'ina ta nema min admission a jami'ar Oxford,inda a nan na kwashe shekaru 7 na farko ina matakin karatun doctorate degree,bayan na gama ba'ayi taking long ba na sake dawowa nayi wani course na neman zama licensed psychiatrist,,daga nan kuma bayan na samu abunda na zo nema lokacin na fara tunanin komawa k'asata nayi aiki Allah bai nufa ba,aka yi min tayin aiki a wani Psychiatric hospital mai suna ASYLUM WELCOME,wanda yake a Unit 7,newtec place magdalen road,Alhamdulillah.! Yanzun da fara aiki na a nan na samu shekara d'aya da wasu watanni kenan,wannan shi ne tak'aitaccen tahirin NURAZ BIN HAUWA.." Jennet ta jinjina kai tace "Excellent Dr.. But mene ne ya ja ra'ayinka ya zama ka zab'i wannan field d'in.!?" Ya lumshe idanunsa a hankali ya bud'e da wani irin yanayi kwance a idanunsa ya furta "Mahaifiyata itace silar da tasa ni zab'ar wannan b'angaren.." Jennet ta jinjina zancen tace "Shin a iya lokacin nan wane irin taimako ne kake bawa al'ummah haka har ya janyo ka yi suna cikin tak'aitaccen lokaci.!?" Yayi murmushi kad'an yace "Taimakon farko da nake bawa majinyanta na,a duk lokacin da aka cemin Nuraz kai zaka kula da wannan patient d'in na kan yi k'ok'arin jansu a jiki mu saba da su sosai,ta yadda idan na zo aiki ba zan sha wahala ba,saboda sometimes za ki ga wasu likitocin namu saboda rashin sabo tsakaninsu da patients kana k'ok'arin bawa mutum kulawa,wannan rashin samar da alak'ar sai yasa k'arshe a samu matsala ko su rufe mutum da duka,idan aka yi rashin sa'a masu duka ne ko su kwaci makami suji maka ciwo saboda su tunaninsu ya jirkita ya zama daban da namu,so dole dai kafin ka tunkare su kai tsaye akwai buk'atar shak'uwa a tsakanin kai da su,after then zaka bada lokacin ka,da duk wata kulawar da zata taimakawa majiyancin.." "Good Dr,kenan dai kana son cewa kafin likitoci irin ka,su tunkari majinyaci musamman b'angaren ku yana da kyau su fara samar da alak'a mai k'arfi tsakaninsu da patients d'insu ta yadda ba zasu damu ba a lokacin da ake duba su.!?" Yace "Haka ne.",Jennet tace "Da fatan likitoci a b'angaren halayyar d'an adam suna tare da mu,kuma sun ji abunda Dr Nuraz ya fad'a,,but Dr bari mu koma baya kad'an cikin tarihin ka,a baya munji ka ce big mom