Chapter 5

kayi breakfast lokaci yana tafiya." K'ura mata ido ya sake yi har ta kai bakin k'ofa,still ba tare da ya amsa ta ba yana kallo tasa k'afa ta fice daga cikin bedroom d'in ba tare da ta ce masa komai ba,bayan fitar ta bai daina kallon hanyar da tabi ba,tunani da lot's of tambayoyi dake shak'e a zuciyarsa suka fara zuwa masa without limit "Me yasa bayan taji damuwata zata tafi..?" Ya tambayi kansa,idanunsa ya d'an juya cikin salon tunani yana dafe chin d'insa da duka hannayensa,a fili ya sake cewa "Ko dai bata fahimci abunda nake nufi ba.?" Zuciyarsa ce tayi saurin katse shi "No! Amma taji ai kuma tabbas ta fahimta,,the way take acting ya nuna akwai wani abu,shin kai baka ga yadda tayi bane.? Ya kamata kayi k'ok'arin finding abunda take maka hiding since.!" Jim yayi yana tuno yanayin fuskarta,damuwa bayyane akan fuskarsa yace "There must be something hidden,,her face point that out.. After taji komai,then ta juya ta tafi without tace min komai,,,shin mene ne hakan yake nufi.?" Juya kansa yayi kad'an cikin salon son takura kai akan lallai sai ya gano ko mene ne yake shirin faruwar,bai d'auki dogon lokaci a zaune ba bayan fitar ta yayi maza ya mik'e,jallabiya yasa mai gajeran hannu ya biyota,can k'asan zuciyarsa yana sake fad'in "Tabbas.! By God grace saina gano duk abunda kuke b'oyewa.. Zan gane da yardar Allah.." Dai² ya ratso cikin katafaren parlor'n da yake d'auke da wasu irin shiryayuun royal chairs masu matuk'ar kyau masu kalar royal blue and gold,iya gani da kushen mai hassada sai dai ya kalla ya had'iye saliva's amma ba dai yace zai tofa wani k'azamin magana game da tsarin gidan ko mammalakansa ba,yake tafe yana sake zurfafa tunani akan lamarinsa da Annie,har ya iso tsakiyar parlor'n ba tare daya farga ba,sai da Annie dake shigowa tace "Kaii.! Lafiya kuwa kake tafe kana tunani har ina magana baka ji..!?" Saurin kallonta yayi daga inda yake a hankali ya girgiza mata kai yace "Yeah! Am fine" Wani kallo Annie ta bisa da shi bayan ta tab'e baki tayi wucewarta zuwa kitchen ta barshi tsaye a tsakiyar chair's,tsintar kansa yayi da kasa zama,haka nan yaji yana son shiga ya ganta and ya duba yaga yaya take. Lokacin daya shiga d'akin a kwance ya isketa tana bacci,da alamun kamar bata farka ba har lokacin,gefen gadon ya k'arasa bayan ya d'an yi jimm a kusa da ita yana kallonta da tausayawa ya rik'o hannunta slowly yana murzawa,lokaci guda yanayin damuwa ya bayyana saman kyakykyawar fuskarsa,ya jima sosai a kanta yana ta kallonta ba tare da ta san ya shigo ba,kamar wanda ake tursasawa dole yana ta kallonta ya bud'e bakinsa da kyar "Lolly.! I dunno how things suke tafiya min a haka cikin kwanakin nan,ina yawan yin mafarkin abubuwa marasa dad'i suna faruwa,,but na san ba akan komai ne hakan yake faruwa ba face ciwon ki da a kullum da tunaninsa nake rayuwa,,tun bayan dana mallaki hankali na nake cikin damuwa,a duk lokacin dana bud'e idanuna na ganki cikin wannan yanayin ina tsintar rayuwata cikin k'unci,ban san mene ne zanyi na cire ki daga wannan k'angin ba,ina son ganinki cikin lafiya kamar kowane d'an adam mai y'anci,,but i don't even know mene ne zan aikata da zai sa ki dawo kamar kowa farat d'aya.. Ina sonki sosai kuma ina tausayinki,,,Ku biyun nan ku ne kad'ai duniyata kuma dangina,bayan ku ban san kowa ba,,ciki har da mahaifina,ban san wane ne shi ba,yaya yake.? A ina yake.? Duk ban sani ba,ban san komai game da shi ba,even his name ban sani ba,and u know ina son sanin abubuwa da dama game da rayuwata,but ban san mene ne dalilin da yasa kuka kasa sanar dani ba,,shin ina mahaifina yake ne..?? Ina son sanin wane ne shi.? Mene ne ya faru dake bayan samuwata.? Jikina ya jima yana sanar dani akwai damuwa a cikin rayuwarmu,,ina son sanin komai.." Shiru ya d'anyi yana sakin numfashi,jikinsa duk ya sake yin sanyi,a hankali ya kai hannunsa ya goge hawayen da suka gangaro masa yaci gaba "All i wish a rayuwata shi ne na ganki kinyi rayuwa kamar kowa ne bil'adam mai y'anci,, sai dai ban san yaya zanyi ba ko ta yaya ne hakan zai kasance.. Duk irin sonyayyar da nake miki a matsayin mahaifiyata,na san ban isa na cire miki wannan larurar ba,,ina tsananin sonki,soyayya irin wacce baki bazai iya fad'a ba,ina miki so irin na tsakanin d'a da mahaifiya,ina sonki da dukkan zuciyata,,ana ahabbuk Mamah.. Ahabbuk.! Ahabbuk-thtiir.!" Kansa ya sauke a hankali zuwa saman jikinta yana ci gaba da sauke hawayen damuwa da ajiyar zuciya masu nauyi,Annie dake tsaye bakin k'ofa tun d'azun ta gama jin kalaman da yake furtawa ita kanta bata san yaushe hawaye suka fara gangaro mata ba da sauri ta juya ta bar wajen tana ci gaba da hawaye masu d'umi da k'una,kitchen ta shige ta kulle kanta a nan tayi kuka har ta godewa Allah,bayan wucewar wasu mintuna still tana zaune ta buga tagumi take tunanin anya ta yiwa Nuraz d'in adalci da taja baki tayi shiru har tsayin wannan lokacin.? Shin tsayin wane lokaci ne zasu d'auka tana b'oye masa asalinsa.? A yanzun shekarunsa da hankalinsa ya kai ace yasan wane ne shi.? To amma ta ina zata fara sanar masa.? Shiru tayi tana sake zurfafa tunani har zuwa tsayin wani lokaci kafin ta yanke shawarar abunda take ganin shi ne yafi mata dai². Yana kwance a jikinta bayan tafiyar Annie Dr Waseem ya shigo d'akin da sallama bcos lokacin daya kamata ya dubata yayi,har ya k'araso kusa da shi bai san ya shigo ba sai da ya tab'a shi "Hello handsome..!" A d'an tsorace Nuraz ya d'ago duk da ya fahimci muryar waye,cikin dabara ya goge idonsa sannan ya waiwayo ya mik'awa Dr Waseem hannu bayan ya k'irk'iro murmushi "Welcome Dr." Suka yi musabaha Dr Waseem yana sake tambayarsa "How are u,,nd how was the patient.?" "Alhamdulillah." Yace yana sake kallonta "Allah ya k'ara mata lafiya" Dr Waseem ya fad'a yana maida hankalinsa kanta,Nuraz ya amsa da "Ameen" d'akin yayi shiru,Dr Waseem ya wuce kusa da ita ya fara shirin duba jikin nata,,Annie ta sake dawowa a karo na biyu bayan sun gaisa da Dr Waseem,ba tare da ta kalli Nuraz dake mak'ale da hannun mahaifiyarsa ba tace "Habibiiy! Zo maza ina son ganinka yanzun ka kyale Dr yayi aikinsa.!" Tana fad'a bata jira ba ta juya ta bar wajen,kamar bazai tashi ba ya fara binta da kallo har ta fita kafin ya mik'e ya bita yana jin zuciyarsa duk babu dad'i,a parlor ya tarar da ita zaune ta dafe chin d'inta da duka hannayenta biyu,tana ganin fitowarsa da sauri ta nuna masa kusa sa ita tace "Sit" babu musu ya nemi guri ya zauna yana d'an kallonta but k'irjinsa yana ji kamar ana kwala masa abu ta ciki,nan da nan ya fara ji yayi masa wani irin nauyi,idanunsa ya runtse yana d'ora hannunsa a dai² saitin zuciyarsa slowly ya shiga karanta "Allaahumma inniiy a'uzhu bika minal-hammi walhazan,wal'ajazi walkasal,walbukhli waljubni,wa'dhala'id-dayni wa'ghalabatir-rijaal." A hankali² yana ta maimaitawa har ya fara jin k'irjinsa yana sanyi,damuwar da yake tare da ita ta fara yayewa,ci gaba yayi da maimaitawa har tsayin lokacin da yaji ya dawowa nutsuwarsa