Chapter 127

ko kin yi wani auren and then wane irin fushi kuka yi? And duk abunda yake faruwa lokacin ban sanar da Hajiya ba,sai ranar da aka yi hira da Noor a BBC here na sanar da ita abunda yake faruwa,even though i was worried about how things would turn out but a haka muka je gidan da kuke zama,,ban yi mamakin abunda kuka yi ba,because idan ni aka yiwa abunda na aikata muku i don't really know how to handle it,wannan damuwar and fear that has been with me for so long has been rekindled and firgicin da na shiga akan labarin ku threw my heart into anguish,lokacin da na fara dawowa nutsuwata na daure duk da ba wai na gama warwarewa ba na je da niyyar warware yadda al'amarin ya faru,here na sake tararwa kun bar k'asar,i found myself in despair and uncertainty,at that time the only thing that kept me from komawa cikin rashin lafiya shi ne samun labarin kun tafi Nigeria ziyara a wajen masinjan Noor,and ko da muka samu labarin bamu jira mun sake ganin wayewar gari ba muka bi ku can,wannan shi ne labarin abunda ya faru a tak'aice and everything u see or hear about it surely babu k'arya a cikinsa,haka yake a zahiri,but maganar *LYDIA* ko da na aureta at that time Hajiyata ba ta so,ganin na takura ta rabu da ni saboda Abbah yayi magana and maganar hausawa da suke cewa "Idan yaro yace zai had'iye gatari sakar masa k'ota ake yi! This is the reason why itama tasa ido bata sake cewa komai ba" Numfasawa yayi yana girgiza kai cikin jimami yace "Na yarda da ita hundred percent but ta rusa wannan yardar,ta hanyar maye gurbinta da k'arya,she deceit and betrayed me,we lived in for fifteen years,and having three kids,a zahiri duk wanda ya san lokacin da muka yi aure,ko da ta haihu babu wanda bai yi tunanin kids d'in ba nawa bane,but at the same time Allah (SW.T) ya sake saukar min da izina over my crimes against u,even though na gane kuskuren da na aikata and i repent again,but what happened next threw my heart into agony and babu wanda bai shiga damuwa ba,kasancewar babu wanda bai san Rafeek and how he lives with his family,that is why bayan aurena da *LYDIA* da wasu watanni wanda suka san ta,suka san halayenta suka yi k'ok'arin sanar da ni but da yake ba zama nake yi a k'asar ba sosai,and idan na yi tafiya ina jimawa ban dawo ba,wannan dalilin yasa ban san abunda yake faruwa ba,and kasancewar Lydia is a kinda clever woman who is determined to leave no trace of their identity shi yasa babu wanda ya san wace ce itan until later,just as u know the attitude na duk mutumin da yake da ilimin boko yana da tsatstsauran ra'ayi hakan yasa tace sai na barta ta yi aiki,,after then her eldest son met with an accident,i was not in the country but i had been ordered to take him to the hospital,kasancewar ya yi asarar jini dole sai an k'ara masa,Dr Stevens was in charge of everything and hospital d'insun aka kai yaron,after his blood was taken for testing,though Dr Stevens knew a lot about us but this time he was disturbed by the fact musamman yadda yake ganin LYDIA tana gudanar da al'amuranta a cikin hospital da waje,instead of ayi testing jininsa akan dalilin da yasa aka d'auka here Dr Stevens yasa ayi masa DNA for some reason he didn't tell me until later,on the day i left all my project in Germany and returned to London,i didn't tell anyone that i was on my way,bayan na sauka direct daga airport muka wuce hospital,i'm not surprise da na tarar LYDIA ba ta hospital,bayan na duba jikin yaro muka wuce gida..." Shiru yayi and he couldn't continue until ya d'auki lokaci mai tsayi yace "It was not long na dawo hospital a nan Lydia ta ganni,tana kallona babu barka da dawowa bare tambayar ya hanya,ta fara k'orafi ban zo da wuri ba idan yaron mutuwa yayi ma itace za ta damu,harkoki na nasa a gaba ban damu da su ba,ban saurari lamuranta ba na yi abunda ya dace,lokaci na da komai na ba su though a times ina jina kamar ba ni ba and ba ni da wadatacciyar lafiya a jikina but a haka har yaron ya warke muka dawo gida babu wani abu da ya faru,,after then Dr Stevens was letting me know what he saw in the results of our DNA,i was very surprised and disturbed,even though kafin ya sanar da ni what was going on ya yi k'ok'ari kwantar min da hankali,kamar yadda na sani as a Muslim i had to take the risk but lamarin ya yi girman da ban iya rik'e shi ba,and i made sure hak'k'in ku ne yake bibiyar rayuwata,so daga nan ya ba ni shawara on how to resolve the matter because he's a witness akan duk takun LYDIA ba tare da ta sani ba,bayan na yi bincike and to find out lallai akwai lauje cikin nad'i here na yi figure out wani ex-boyfriend d'inta da suke tare,na sa ayi following footstep d'inta da duk abunda take yi idan ta fita and sauran yaran na sa aka kaisu hospital gurin Dr Stevens domin tabbatarwa idan akwai jini na a cikinsu,when Dr Stevens assured me that babu kid d'ina a ciki here na fad'i ban sake sanin inda nake ba sai da na samu 3 month in comma,Dr Stevens ya yiwa Hajiya bayanin al'amarin da yake faruwa,ranta ya b'aci sosai a wannan lokacin,bayan na fara dawowa na ga b'acin ranta da ban tab'a gani ba,duk da ba ni da lafiya a time d'in but that didn't stop Hajiya from being angry with me,,after all Lydia's hidden things was revealed wannan shi ne ya zama dalilin rabuwarmu and the reason why ciwon da nake tare da shi yayi k'arfi har wasu suna ganin kamar i'll not survive.." Ajiyar zuciya yayi idanunsa da suka sauya launi because he remembered what really happened a lokacin da ya shigo ya tarar da Lydia in his room,on his bed suna lalata with her ex-boyfriend da take gayyatowa especially if she made sure mutanen gidan ba sa k'asar,but ya b'oyewa Lolly a cikin labarin because it's too embarrassed and ya san hak'k'in ta ne shi yasa ubangiji yake testing d'insa,yana fita daga wannan masifar sai wani ya faru da shi,ya lumshe idanunsa ya bud'e yana jin damuwa,parlor'n yayi shiru na wani lokaci,a hankali Lolly ta d'ago kanta tayi ajiyar zuciya silently tace "Certainly whatever happened before Allah (S.W.T) ya k'addara zai faru,and as we all know yarda da k'addara (the good one or bad one) is in the doctrine of belief,as a Muslims we must accept duk k'addarar da ubangiji ya zana mana,,,may he grant and give us the power to overstep every destiny that comes to our way" kallonta yayi a hankali ya amsa da "Ameen" ta sake yin shiru like a thinker of what to say,after a while tace "Whatever happened ina so mu kalleshi a matsayin abunda ya wuce,as i have said since then i have forgiven u,so let us go forward,Allah ya yafe