Chapter 16

ya mutu to fa bazai dawo ba, kuma taga yadda akayi wa babanta haka akama mamanta, domin kafin a fitar da gawarshi saida aka kaita kanshi, wani irin kuka ta saki hade dayin wurgi da sweets din da Hafeez ya sai mata bata sha su a makaranta ba, Mamma ki tashi, dan Allah ki tashi, wallahi bazamu sake barinki kiyi kuka ba, ga yaya Hafeez ma zance kar ya sake tafiya ya barmu, dan Allah ki tashi, hannun wacce tayi mata wanka ta kamo tace "dan Allah ki tasheta, kice tayi hakuri karta tafi yanda Baba ya tafi, wallahi muna santa ni da Anty Nadeeyah, kowa baya santa, tasani mu kadai ne muke santa, rungumeta Husnah tayi hawaye na bin idanuwanta, ta dauketa ta fitar da ita a dakin dakyar,, babu wanda bai zubda hawaye a gidan ba.. Bayan an gama shiryata kowa yayi mata addu'ar samun dacewa da rahama.. Baffa na zaune a kofar gida, idon nan nashi kamar gauta, jikinshi babu inda baya rawa, dakyar aka dagashi ya shiga dan yiwa diyarshi addu'a, ki yafe min suwaiba, ki yafe min, ubangiji Allah yayi ma abin da kika bari albarka, na cutar dake matuka, tun kuruciyarki har kawo yau, kuka sosai yakeyi kamar karamin yaro, tabbas mutuwa tayi mishi gaggawa, ina hankalinshi yake lokacin da yake azabtar da marainiyar Allah, babu abin da yasani nata tun tasowarta, bashi da masaniyar damuwarta, duk rashi irin nata bata taba gajiyawa gurin kyautata musu shi da matarshi ba, wani irin kunci yakeji a cikin ranshi da ya tuno bai taba barinta ta samu abinda take so ba, kallon gefenshi yayi ya hango Daddy tsaye shima hawayen ne ke zubar mishi babu kakkautawa, dukkansu biyun abubuwa masu zafi suke tunowa da faruwarsu shekaru da dama da suka shude, share hawaye Daddy yayi ya fita daga dakin zuciyarshi a karye... ************ ****Kalli sararin samaniya ki fada min abun da kika gani, sauke idonta tayi bayan ta kalla, tace "Naga abubuwa da yawa, wasu taurari masu kayatar da duhun daren samaniya, saidai Mamma, ga wani tauraro can, yafi kowanne haske, ga kuma wasu masu haskawa biyu a kewaye dashi, sannan ga wasu can sun disashe su biyu ba'a ko iya hangosu, murmushi Mamma tayi ta dafa Nadeeyah tace "Tauraron da yafi ko wanne haske 'Kece Nadeeyah', sannan biyun dake kewaye dake bani da masaniyarsu, amma tabbas alkhairai ne masu karfi da yalwa a kewaye dake, sannan sai biyun da suka disashe----- sai tayi shuru tana kara kallon sama, tace "bar batun biyun nan Nadeeyah Allah kadai ya barwa kanshi sani, saidai a gefen tauraronki baki hangen wani wanda yake turo kai karfi da yaji yana san doke hasken naki, da sauri Nadeeyah ta kalli sama, a firgice ta maida kanta kasa tace "waiii Mamma wannan hasken mai cutarwa ne, bazan iya jurar kallanshi ba.. Jajircewa zakiyi Nadeeyah, daurewa zakiyi ki fuskance shi domin bashi kadai bane, hango wani yana fasowa a dayan gefen, duk sun kewaye taurarin dake kewaye dake da haskensu, waigawa tayi cike da zumudi da murnar jin maganar mahaifinta, Baba dama baka mutu ba? kaga yadda kayi kyau kuwa, hannuwanta ya kama yace "Tafiya ce ta kamani ta gaggawa, kinga mahaifiyarki bata iya jure zaman, ta biyoni, saidai dawowar mu ba mai yiwuwa bace, domin tafiyar ta din din ce, lokacin da zakiyi wannan tafiyar baiyi ba, yanzu lokaci ne na hakuri da jajircewa, in kina son nasara sai kin jure, in kina san zuciyarki tayi haske sai kinyi hakuri, "Amma fa ba hakurin da zai cutar dake ba, cewar mamma tana murmushi tana shigewa jikin mijinta, akwai hakuri me cutarwa ne Suwaiba, murmushi tayi tace "akwai mana, hakurin da kana ji kana gani a taka ka a wuce, wannan hakurin ka iya fasa zuciya, manzon Allah s.a.w yace "in bazaka iya hakurin abun da akayi maka ba ka rama daidai yadda akayi maka,, "kwarai haka yake, Baba ya fadi sannan ya cigaba cewa "ke din me nasara ce, zaki daukaka fiye da tunanin mai tunani, saidai kinsan dukkan ma'abocin daukaka yana tare da kalubale, amma ki sani kuma kisa a ranki, a ko yaushe Allah swt yana tare dake, karki yada Addu'a domin ita din garkuwa ce ga mu'imini... lokacin tafiyarmu yayi, ki kula da dukkan rayuwarki da ta yar uwarki, sannan kiyi hakuri da dan uwanki, domin shi din mai rauni ne, Nadeeyah tayi saurin cewa "zan biku Mamma, murmushi mai sanyin kyau sukayi mata, suka hade baki cikin murya me kamar amsa kuwwa, sukace "wannan tafiyar ta musamman ce, lokacin yinta a gareki baiyi ba Nadeeyah, Tafiya suka fara yi Nadeeyah na binsu tana kuka tana fadin karku tafi ku barni, tun tana hangensu har haske ya kara kewaye gurin, tsayawa tayi hade da runtse ido tana kiran sunayensu hade da shashshekar kuka... Hannun da taji kan kuncinta mai sanyin kamshi ne ya soma farkar da ita, a hankali ta bude idonta ta saukesu kan Hinad da itama kukan takeyi.. "Sorry Nadeeyah, kiyita karanta innalillahi wa inna ilaihir rajiun, i know it hurts but bamu da yadda zamuyi, addu'a itace tafi dacewa dasu a wannan lokacin, Allahn da ya halicce su ya fimu sansu.. kawar da kai Nadeeyah tayi tana tunano hirarsu ta cikin mafarkinta, "kunyi tafiya mai nisa Mamma, tafiya mai dadi a gareku in shaa Allah, sannan mai radadi a garemu, hawayen idonta bai bar ambaliya ba ta cigaba da maganar zucin da takeyi, yanzu yaya rayuwarmu zata kasance, shikenan bamu da wani sauran gata... "Gatan kowa Allah ne Kanwata, babu wani gata mai daraja, dadi, da dadadawa irin na ubangiji, in Allah ya baiwa bawa gata, to babu wanda ya isa ya tauye ko ya kwace mishi, mika lamarinki gurin ubangiji, kuma kiyi tawakkali kisan shi ne kadai maiyi... saida ya kai aya Nadeeyah ta dago ta kalli gefen da yake, tabbas zancen da takeyi a zuci ne ya fito har ya iske kunnuwanshi, shi din ma tsaye yake idon nan nashi yayi jawur kamar gauta, wani hawayen ya share sannan ya karaso jikin gadon da take, zama yayi gefenta yace "ya jikin naki, runtse ido tayi ta amsa da sauki, Allah ya baki lafiya da hakuri hade da juriya, "Ameen yaya Musaddiq, Hinad fadi tana share mata sauran hawayen dake gefen kunnenta.. Ina Zainab take yaya Musaddiq? Kafin Musaddiq yayi magana sukaji an murda kofar, Hafeezu ne ya fara shigowa sai su Anty Reemah, Hilal ne karshen shigowa shi da zainab, hannunta rike da ledojin kayan kwalama, fuskar nan tata tayi jawur, tana ganin Nadeeyah ta saki ledar ta karasa ta fada jikinta tana kuka, mikewa Nadeeyah tayi a hankali sannan ta janye daga kusa da musaddiq, ta dago kan zainab tace "menene, me aka miki? Anti Nadeeyah mamma ma ta mutu, ta tafi gurin baba, sun dauketa sun fita da ita, shikenan bazamu sake ganinta ba, dariya Nadeeyah tayi tace "inji wa yace miki, mamma bata mutu ba, kinsan tace miki zata je Agadaz rannan ko? Eh zainab tace tana me kallon Nadeeyah, to can ta tafi, kina gani sun shiryata ta hau jirgi tana jin dadinta ke kuma kina nan kina kuka, oya share hawayenki ki ji abin da mamma tace in fada miki dazu kafin ta tafi, da sauri ta share hawayenta