Chapter 58

''a'ah,mai zai hana,idan ma taqi ta amince ka dauketa kuje gidansu tunda su sun sani kaine ka aureta din,ko ni inzo gobe sai in dauko gimbiya muzo in mata bayani'' baiga qarasowarta ba sai waftar wayar da tayi,cikin rawar jiki ta kara wayar a kunnenta ''abdur rahim,ka cemin kaine mijina ba abdallah ba,ka gaya masa don Allah'' ''kiyi haquri maryam bani na bada sadakinki ba bani ke neman aurenki ba,duniya bani ta shaida a matsayin mijinki ba duka wannan abdallah ne,nine *abdurrahim a fili a boye kuma abdallah,nike neman aurenki a gaban idonki a bayan idonki abdallah ne*,banyi hakan ba don komai sai don *DACE DA JUNA* da kukayi ke da shi,babu wadda ta dace ta zauna da abdallah saike......'' bata bari kunnuwanta sun qarasa ji mata kalmomin da ta yiwa laqabi da munanan kalmomi ba ta saki wayar ta tarwatse agun,taji daga baki mai tushe to shin kuma wa take jira？me take jira da zai tabbatar mata fiye da abinda taji yanzun？babu,babu shi,take taji garkuwar jikinta na raguwa,qarfinta yana yin qasa,sai ta soma sulalewa agun da gudu abdallah ya isa gareta ya tallafota,tabbas da tana da isashen qarfi bazata yarda ta sauka ajikinshi ba,rungumeta yayi yana jijjigata,numfashinta na fita hakanan idanunta akansa suke hawaye na bin gefan kunnenta saidai numfashin na gware ne gurin fita,rungumeta yayi tsam cikin jikinsa cikin wani tashin hankalin,daukarta yayi tsam tamkqr wata 'yar tsana ya komar da ita kan gadon ya shimfideta. mahaukacin bugu yaji ana yiwa qofar bangaren nasa ,sai ya sake diriricewa,cikin qanqanin lokaci kuma ya gayyatowa kansa dakiya da jarumta yana tafiya yana waiwayen maryam din tamkar wanda aka ce masa kafin yaje ya dawo zata bace ya sauko ziwa bakin qofar ya saka key din ya bude jikinsa ta fado tamkar wadda aka hankado,cikin hanzari yasa hannunsa daya ya cireta daga jikinsa yayi gefe da ita saidai ita qoqarin dawowa take zuwa jikin nasa tana gunjin kuka duk ta wani burkice kamar mahaukaciya ''wai meye haka zubaidq！bana son hauka fa！''ya fada cikin hargagi ''bazan iya ba abdallah,wallahi bazan iya jure rashinka ba,ka tausaya min abdallah,ta yaya muna cikin gida daya zaka kwana da wata abdallah？'' ya tabbata idan yace ma zaya tsaya bata baki ne wahal da kansq kawai zaiyi don ba zata taba fahimtarsa ba,kai infact ma a yanzu bai da time baijin yana da time din wani a yanzu a duniya koma bayan maryam,ya tabbata idan yayi sake kwabarsa zatayi ruwa ne tsululu kuwa,a nashi zaton da hasashen abun bazai kai bacn haka ba,yayi zaton cewa duk randa maryam din ta samu labarin shine miji a gareta zatayi farin ciki ne fiye da kowa kodon,dimbin dukiya da Allah ya mallaka masa ganin yadda take faman ahigewa jikinsa kamar hauka yasa yq cira hannu hankadata baya tayi taga taga kamar zata fadi ''ki shiga hqnkalinki zubaida,bana cike da iskanci da hauka kina jina ko,bace min da gani'' maimakon tayi kamar yadda yace din sai ta qara tasowa kansa,cikin zafin nama yaja qofqr ya rufe ya maida muqullin,ta kuwa fada jikin qofar ta saki wani kukan tana bubbugawa iya qarfinta ''ka bude min don Allah abdallah,wallahi na kasa barci,na kasa cin abinci,na gaza jurewa,ka bude min abdallah''haka ta dinga fada tqnq bubbuga qofar,yana jinta hqr ya haura sama ya barta anan ruwan roba mai azabar sanyi yq ciro ya hado da cup ya koma dakin,yadda ya barya haka ua sameta sai qaruwa da ruwan hawayen fuskarta sukayi ajjiye cup din yayi a side drower ya haura gadon,ya zame mayafin dake jikinta ya wulla shi gefe,ya janyo cup din ya tsiyaya ruwan yana tsoma hannunshi cikin ruwan yana shafa mata a fuskarta zuwa wuyanta,duk da yanayin da yake ciki hakan bai hanashi kin laushi da santsin fatarta ba,duk lokacin da hannunshi ya taba fuskarta ji take tamkar yana dora mata wuta ne a jikinta,zuciyarta,cike fal da tsanarshi,sannu a hankali numfashinta ya soma daidaita,qwarin jikinta ya soma dawowa,da sauri tasa hannunta tayi wurgi da hannunshi dake ci gaba da shafa mata ruwan,ta miqe dqga kan gadon tana shirin sauka,da sauri ya tareta ''ina zaki maryam？'' ''ina ruwanka da inda zani？,ka rabu da ni！''tayi maganar cikin tsawa,ganin da gasken fita zatayi yasa ya tareta ya riqe dukkan kafadunta,ta soma zile zille da qoqarin qwacewa tana fadin ya rabu da ita ya saketa,ci gaba yayi da qoqarin tsaidata ''ina buqatar hankalinki maryam,ina buqatar nutsuwarki,ki zauna ki bani dama muyi magana,ki nutsu ki fahimceni,me kike so ne maryam,me kike buqata'' sak ta sakeyi tama kallonshi ''sai yanzu kake da buqatar hankali na？,sai yanzu kake d buqatar nutsuwata？me kake son gaya min,ka aureni ba da sani na ba kuma kace nutsuwata kake buqata？wacce nutsuwa kake sa ran samu daga gareni？,haka ake aure？,ok saboda kana tsammani kana da dukiyar da zata iya kawo maka duk macen da kake so kamar yadda naji kana alfahari kana gayawa abokanka？,koda dukiya zata iya kawo maka kowacce mace da kake miradi yes na yarda zata iya amma banda ni maryamu aciki,koda ina da muradin dukiyarka ina cewa saida izini na zaka aure ni？,after all ma bana aonka abdallah bana qaunarka,bani da burin auren ire irenka ma,abu guda nake da buqata daga gareka shine ka rubuta min sakina guda uku a yanzu ka bani,ni kuma na maka alqawarin bazan kwana maka cikin gida ba,ka sakeni abdallah ka sakeni！'' ta qare maganar cikin hargowa hannayensa ya harde aqirji yana kallonta,ba qaramin duka kalamanta sukayi masa ba,tunda ya tashi mace bata taba kallon qwayar idanunshi tace bata sonshi ba,akoda yaushe kalmomin so yake samu da karba daga garesu,kalmomin da bai taba samin suna da dataja ba sai yanzun akan maryamun,ya fuskanci ba qaramin fita tayi daga controll dinta ba,kome zaya fada bai da tasiri yanzun cikin kunne da ziciyarta don hakq ya dan jada baya,ya zame rigar jikinshi ya rage daga shi sai farar vest da dogon wandon shaddarsa,ya nufo inda take gadan gadan sai ta juya zata sa gudu caraf ya kamota,duk iya yada taso qwacewa abu ya faskara,qyaleta yayi taci gaba da qoqarin qwatar kan nata har jikinta yayi tubus qarfinta ya qare ''haka kurum zaki bata mana farin darenmu kan dalilin ki wanda kika qi tsayawa kiji nawa dalilin,dare ya tsala lokqcin da ya kamata mu samu hutu amma kin hana mana''ya fada yana mirginata tare da zuge mata zif din rigarta,ganin yana qoqarin cire mata rigar jikinta ya sanya ta sake sakin wani kukan cikin dausashshiyar muryarta da kuka ya dasheta tana ci gaba da qoqarin ture hannauenshi wanda saboda tsabar rashin qwarin jikinta ko motsi hannun nashi baiyi ba ''ka qyaleni abdallah,wallahi idan ka taba mutuncina zan maka Allah ya isa kuma bazan taba yafe maka ba'' duk da yana cikin rashin nutsuwa sai da ta bashi dariya ''kome zan miki ma ai nawa ne,dukkaninki halas dina ce,so ko kin min Allah ya isan ma ba bina zata yi ba''ya qarasa sabule rigar tata,hannayenta tasa ta fara kare qirjinta tana cewa ''ka zalunci rayuwata abdallah,zamu tsaya fa hisabi gaban Allah'' hannu daya yasa ya kawar da hannayen nata wanda ita iya ganinta duka qarfinta tasa gun kare su,ya balle bra din ya zameta daga jikinta,take numfashinsa ya dauke da sauri ya lumshe idanunsa kana ya squka agadon ya isa bakin wardove dinsu ya zabo rigar bacci mai adon fari