Chapter 40

swan ce dake fidda gumin sanyi bisa dukkan alamu a falon qasa ya daukota da zolayar mamin ya shigo falon saidai yanayin fuskarta kawai ya bayyana mishi ba lafiya,shi sam bai kula da su ba cikin falon ba sai da mami ta jeho masa irib tambayar data yiwa maryam sannan ya kuka da salma cikin ko in kula yace ''nothing happened,nasan dai sha biyu da rabi na dawo gida,so ina jin yunwa sai na bude nan na shigo naci abincina,sai waccan da na hadu da ita zaune a falo tana game'' ''ita kuma maryamu a ina kuka hadu da ita？''ta fada tana nuna masa ita wadda kanta ke duqe yatsan bata yabi da kallo har zuwa gun maryam,sai ya yamutse fuska ''wace kuma maryamu？''ya fada yana shanye ragiwar ruwanshi,sai ran mamin ya baci,ita zai bunne,tasan waskewar abdallah sarai tunda ita ta haifeahi,kadan daga aikinshi ma yace bai tabajin sunan ba sai yau ''ni zaka ninke a baibai？,ko ka manta cewa ni na haifeka na raineka？, a hannuna kayi wayo？,naci kashinka da fitsarinka？,yaushe abdallah ka sauya hali？,ita da na tambayeta ai tasan baku da gaskiya shi ya sanya tayi shiru bata ce komai ba,amma kai da yake madainiyar wayonka ta tambayeta sai ka nemi raina mata wayo ko？'' ya danyi qasa da ido dob sam kalaman mamin basu yimishi dadi ba,bazai iya yaushene na qarshe da rayi masa irin wanna fadan ba muryarshi a sanyaye yace ''idan ita ta gayamiki ai sai ta bude baki mami ta fadi abunda na mata ko？'' ''ta gaya min ne tunda tare kuka aiwatar,mai kishina binda ya faru ne ta fada salma,har yaushe ka farq neman yaran jama'a,ko kunyar ina cikib gidan bakayi ba？,kasan illar da girman zunubin abinda kuka so aikatawa badan Allah ya kawota ta hana afkuwar lamarin ba,mai makon kuma ka gode mata sai cin mutunci ya biyo baya？'' sumewa ne kadai maryam bata yi ba a zaune kukan da take aboye sai ya koma na fili,ran 'yan maza yq baci take idanunshi suka sauya kala,ya zubawa salma ido wadda runi dana sanin abinda ta aikata ya mamayeta,ita so tayi aci mutuncin maryam ita kadai a kuma koreta ta bar gidan,kasa daukar irin kallon da yake matq tqyi tqyi qasa da idanunta muryarsa a kausaahe cike da sautin fushi yace''wanne la'a nannen Allahn ne ya mana wanna qazafin,ko da yake mami kince salma ce,amma nayi mamki mami,kin san halina ciki da bai,kinsan abunda zan iya aikatawa da wanda bazan iya ba,me yasa lokaci guda wata can zato ta rushe kyakkyawar fahimtar da mukayi shekara da shekaru da gina ta,kai cina da har yau,ban kubuta daga zarin zan aikata zina ba daga gun mahaifiyata''ya fada yqnq girgiza kai jijiyoyin kansa na tashi,sai jikin mqminyayi sanyi,tabbas babu kyau gaggawar yarda da abunda baka da yaqini,balle abdallah da maryam,babu wana bata san halinsa ba,dukkansu tasan ne zasu aikata da wanda,ba zasu aikata din ba ganin da salma tayi mami na shirin yarda da abdallan ita ta tashi a tutar kunya ya sanyata sake,zaqalqalewa ''ni ba la'a nanniyar Allah bace,kuma na gani din ne da ban gqni ba ai da bazan......'' bata qaraahe maganar ba taji quma abakinta,abdallah ya jefeta da ruwan robar dake hanjunahi wanda ko rabi bai sha ba,aka kuma yi sa'a ya sauka a bakin nata,ta dafe lebunan nata wani azabar zugi na ratsata,take lebunan suka fashe,bayan sun kumbura sunyi suntum cikin daqiqar da bata wuce talatin ba hakan baiwa Abdalla ba ciki fushi ya yo gunta,da sauri mami ta shiga tsakaninsu tasa hannunta tana tokare qirjinsa don iya inda tsawonta yake kenan tana turashi da baya ''ki barni mami na lalata shashan bakin da bai iya komai ba face sharri da qazafi wa mutane'' ''ka dakata abdallah,nutsu don Alla banason shashanci''mamin ke cewa,tasan halinshi sarai,bai fiya sairin fuahi ba amma idan ya fusata din komawa yake kamar mahaukacin zaki kusan minti biyar mamin na artabu da shi ''na nutsu mami,amma na bata minti goma ta tattara dukkan wani abu nata tabar gidan nan,wallahi wallahi ta sake muka sake haduwa da ita sai na nakasta ta,banza shasha sha kawai,don ina rufa asirinki,sau nawa nake kamaki da syrup da capsule cikin jaka,shine har kike da bakin yiwa wani qazafin zina,to idan baki bar gidan nan ba nan da minti goma ba nine zan zamo mutum na qarahe da zaki tiwa qazafi a rayuwarki,bindigata zansa na harbeki ki mutu kowa ya huta'' cikin huci ya juya a sukwane ya fice,da sauri maryam tayi gaggawar jaye qafafunta badon tayi hakan ba kadan ya rage ya take mata dogayen yatsunta bibbiyu ya dinga hada matattakalar har ya gama sauka daga benan,abida ce da saddiqa tsaye kowacce cikin sleeping dress tayi tsuru tana sauraron abinda ke wakana a saman,zuciyar kowaccensu tayi fari jin an kori salma suna ganin tamkar aiki aka rage musu wani banzan kallo ya bisu da shi ba tare da ya furta komai ba ma suka watse cikin mintina qasa da goma salma ta hada komatsanta tana kuka wiwi mami na lalkabrta ta shiga motarta ta fice agidan,ranar sai gidan ya wuni shiru kowa na dakinsa,mamin ma haqura tayi da fita asibitin ranar don tsoron kada ta tafi wata fitinar ta taso,jin shirun yayi yawa abdallah bai sake shigowa ba ya sanyata tattaki da kanta zuwa bangatenshi,don ta san cewa ba lafiya,don komqi akayi bazai iya fita bai gqyq mtq ba,to tabbas yana cikin dakinshi ne A qurya ta sameahi kwance daidai yayi rigingine kan gadonshi,shigowartaya sanya shi miqewa ya zauna ''me kake haka har yanzu baka fito ba ko karyawa baka yi ba ga azahar ta gota biyu da rabi fa yanzu'' ''bana jin yunwa mami''ya fada cikin rashin walwala,sai kuna ya dago ya dubeta ''mami ina fatan bakiyi fushi da ni ba,na kasa sukuni tun dazun'' dama ta sani a runa,yanzun haka bacin ran da ya gqni kan fuskarta ne ya sashi kasa fita,tun yana qarami haka yake,baya juriyar ganin bacin ranta ''zan iya yin fushin da kai dai na haqiqa matuqar baka gayan gaskiyar abunda ke faruwa ba'' ''zan gaya miki mana mami,mami kiss ne kawai,wallahi bayan haka babu komai,kuma ko shi din ma haushi ta bani,kallon dan iska take min''ya fada bayan ya riqe hannayen ta cikin marairaicewa dariya yaso bawa mamin amma sai ta gimtse don ba muhallinta bane ''don tana maka wanna kallon idan banda rashin dabara da wayo ta hakan zaka wanke kanka ta fahimci na gari ne kai？'' ''am sorry may mami,nayi kuskure'' a nutse ta dinga masa fada sanna ta rufe da fadin ''idan irin hakan ta sake faruwa raina zai baci fiye da bacin ran daka gani yanzu,don ban yarda asabi Allah ba,duk son da nake maka zan iya ajjiyeshi gefe na hukuntaka hukunci mai tsanani,kada makamancin hakan ya sake faruwa akan ko wace ma indai ba matarka bace''sai maganarta ta qarshe ta bashi kunya ya dan sunne kai dariya ta danyi ''da nema yau kuma nice akejin kunya''dariyar shima ya tayata sai kuma ta hade cikin seriouse tone ''sannan abdallah,lallai lallai ya kamata kayi aure indai kana son hankali na ya kwanta yadda ya kamata,ka fidda mata cikin masu qaunarka'' qasaitaccen murmushin nan nashi ya saki ''relax mami na,insha Allahu kwanan nan zan sanyaki farincikin da kika dade kina fata,zan kawo miki mata ta