Chapter 33

bakayi tsammani ba, Sam junaid ya gaza samun natsuwa yarasa dalilin dayasa yake jin tausayin tukur ɗin nan mai aikinsu, ganin bazai iya jure ganin wannan zaluncin na fawan ba yasa shi tashi cikin sauri yabar table ɗin duk da bai koshi da abincin ba ya miƙi hanyar zuwa ɗakinsa yana hawa saman stair ɗin suka ci karo da ita alokacin take saukowa , dakyar take numfashi kamar kwaɗo haka ta koma , bin kafafunsa tayi da kallo a hankali ta ɗago da idonta wadanda suka kaɗa su kayi jawur ta kallesa shima a lokacin idonsa nakanta da take zuƙunne hannunta ruƙe da kunnuwanta, Ido cikin Ido suke kallon juna tazama gwanin ban tausayi baiwar Allah, shi kuma amatsayin namiji yake kallonta tsananin tausayi ne ya kamasa a hankali ya furta "Am sorry" cikin wannan sanyayyiyar muryar tasa, yana faɗin hakan yabi ta gefenta ya haye sama, Sai da kowa yabar dining table ɗin amma fawan mugu yana nan zaune yana jira mai aikin nasu tukur yagama punishment ɗin daya basa, sannan suje ya nuna masa motocin da zai wawwaken duk acikin daren nan kusan ƙarfe 9,_ JUNAID tun da ya shiga room ɗinsa ya gaza samun natsuwa tunaninsa yaron nan mai aikinsu tukur bai kamata abarsa yayi wankin motoci cikin daren nan ba saboda shima mutun ne kamar kowa, in akai masa hakan ba'ayi masa adalci ba! Tunano wa yayi da maganar babban yayansu (talaka da mai kuɗi duk ɗaya suke a wurin Allah babu wani banbanci don haka kada ku kuskura don Allah yabaku wani matsayi aduniya kuce zaku wulaƙanta wanda ke ƙasa da ku domin bakusan Wace rana zai yi muku ba, kuma Allah zai iya kar6e wannan matsayin da kuke taƙama dashi yaba shi wannan wanda kuka ƙasƙantar aranar ya zakuyi ? kowa zai iya kuskure a rayuwarsa amma aduk lokacin da wani yayi maka badai dai ba kazamzo mai hakuri da yafiya domin Allah ma yana gafarta mana in mukayi ba dai dai ba sai mu ƴan adam zamu gaza yin haka bazamuyi koyi da manzon Allah (SAW) ba ? tuna wannan maganar yasa shi fita cikin sauri ya , cikin gaggawa yake saukowa down stair a lokacin har sehrish ta sume a ƙasan last step ɗin benen, shi kasan fawan baisan hakan ya faru ba saboda wayarsa yake ta faman daddanawa , Hankalin junaid ba ƙaramin tashi yayi ba ganin yadda me aikin nasu yake sume a kwance ba numfashi , tsallake sa yayi ya wuce inda fawan ke saune sai faman murmushi yake yana daddana waya , Kamar daga sama yaji an fizge wayar daga hannunsa, cikin sauri ya ɗago yana kallonsa yace "Junaid wannan wane irin abune zaka sa hannu ka fisge waya daga hannuna kamar wani tsaranka,' harara junaid ya wurga masa tare da cewa "bansani ba! saboda tsabagen mugunta irin taka kasa wancen mai aikin wahala wadda tasa shi sume wa amma sam baka damu ba ," tsoki fawan yasaki tare da sa hannu ya ƙarbe wayarsa ya wuce tagabansa yana faɗin "Matsalarsa ce," Binsa da kallo yayi har ya shige bedroom ɗinsa, Ba yadda junaid ya iya dole ya koma inda tukur ke sume yasa hannu ya ɗaukesa, sam baima san ina ne inda ɗakin kwannansa yake ba , Amma yasan cewa bazai wuce kwanar da ɗakin azmi take ba, kama hanyar yayi , ko nauyi baya ji haka ya dauke ta kamar yar baby , cikin sa'a ya samu ɗakin,da kafarsa ya turo kopar ɗakin ya shiga da ita , a saman bed ya kwantar da ita Ransa ne ya basa ya dauko ruwa a freezer yazo ya yayyafa masa , yana sa hannu zai buɗe kofar idonsa yakai a jini dake hannunsa, har sai da gabansa ya faɗi rass ! ya soma tunanin jinin menene wannan !!! 😳 Bin jinin da kallo yayi tunani yayi kodai kansa ne ya bugu ayayin da ya sume a gefen stair, Don haka cikin sauri ya koma yahau saman gadon inda ya kwantar da shi, a hankali yasa hannunsa yana tattare hular dake kanta a ƙoƙarinsa na ya cire hular yaga ta inda jini ke zuba, Can kuma ya fasa saboda ganin yadda fuskar tukur ɗin ta dame da jini da majina, handkchief ya zaro daga front pocket ɗin rigarsa, ya shiga goge mata fuskarta, Kwatsam gashin bakin da take manna wa a fuskarta ya ya goce saboda ya jigata gashi dama gam gare sa ruwa ya taba sa sosai , Hankalin junaid ba ƙaramin tashi yayi ba ganin ya cirewa tukur gashin bakinsa duk sai yaji ba daɗi yakai hannu domin ya gyara sai yaga ya ballo gaba ɗaya, da ya ƙura ido yana kallon ƙasan hancin sai ya gane cewa dama babu gashin bakin fixing ɗinsa akayi, Saboda babu hudojin gashi a wurin sai kansa ya ɗaure ya gaza gane menene dalilin liƙa gashin baki, tabe bakinsa yayi alamar i don't care, ci gaba da gogewa yayi ana haka sai ya ga gashin girar ta da aka liƙa masa shima ya zame gefe guda, tashin hankali a fili ya ce meke faruwa ne wai Hannunsa ya sa ya ciro gashin girar duka guda biyun nan take asalin jagirarta mai kyau ga tsari ta bayyana, Natsuwa yayi ya ƙurawa face ɗinta ido sai yaga fuskar ta koma ta mace sak ! Kansa ya gama ɗaure wa sanya gashin girar dana bakin yayi cikin handkchief ɗinsa ya naɗe su ciki ya ajiye gefen bedside drawer ɗinta, Ya jima yana kallon wannan kyakkyawar fuskar har lokacin bai kawo wa ransa cewa maca ba ce ba sai da yasa hannu ya tumbuƙe hular dake kanta, nan take gashin kanta ya tarwatse ya warwaro har saman shoulder ɗinta mai kyau ga laushin gaske, Nan fa junaid yayi zuru yana ganin wannan ikon Allah ( wonders shall neva ends) ganin ta soma motsi zata farka, yasa shi yin wuff ya dira daga saman bed ɗin ya boye abayan curtins ɗin dakin, buɗe idonta tayi waɗanda suka cika tab da kwalla, sunyi jawur sun ƙanƙance, wani irin raɗaɗi taji a marar ta, gashi sam ba ƙwarin jiki atattare da ita, wata irin kasala ce ta dabaibaye ta a galabaice ta miƙe tana zubar da hawaye, yunƙurawa tayi tare ɗan matsawa gefe nan taga jini malale a saman bedsheets ɗinta ya baci sosai , Wani irin mugun bugu xuciyarta tayi mata saboda ita sam batasan jinin menene ba, saboda bata ta6a yinsa ba wannan ne karo na farko a wannan shekarun nata 17years, lokaci guda ta fashe da matsanancin kuka ganin jini 6aro 6aro na fitowa daga jikinta, cikin kuka take faɗin "innalallahi wa'inna ilaihirraji'un shikenan na mutu wayyo Allah wannan wane irin ciwo ne naji haka, nasan mutuwa zanyi tashi tayi a firgice tasa hannu ta cire zanin gadon ta nannaɗe sa ta ajiye sa anan, gaba ɗaya ta fita hayyacinta ta zabure kamar wata mahaukaciya tama rasa me zatayi , cikin toilet tashi ge tana kukan baƙin ciki , A jiyar zuciya junaid yasaki, har yanzu ya gaza gasgata abunda idonsa ke ganin masa, shin wanene wannan tukur mai aikin mu ko kowa ? kamar mace nake gani fa, oh my God mafarki nake ko gaske, kodai idanuna ne ke nuba min hakan taya tukur